Ways of the MaNiAc

YES! Freedom

2008-04-03T14:08:16Z

Finally internship ended! Now I can live fulltime in Eindhoven. Saturday my last things will be coming over and after that I can work at home for my last schoolproject of the year!
That means I am done around mid May!!! Good stuff :)

Yes the update everyone was waiting for!

2008-03-04T20:43:51Z

As all of you know I do photography stuff in my sparetime.
Now I finally updated my website with a new fotoshoot.

Go to
www.vanierselfotografie.nl
and than to news and voilá the photoshoot with hedwig van der meer is there.

Lost Garden will be fixed in a short time later on this week.

Wacken 2008!

2008-02-29T15:09:47Z

Well it's that time again to get your holiday festival tickets!
We already rented a car but now one person cancelled so we are on the look out for someone to join us.

Maybe someone out there that doesnt mind jolly people and sing campfire songs :P
But if you have any interest on going with us (by car) hit me up or leave a message.

Lost

2008-02-28T09:09:17Z

"Lost" By MaNiAc E

As we are lost
We will find our way

As we are lost
We will seek the day

As we are lost
We will see the light

As we are lost
We will win the fight

As we are lost
We will continue on

As we are lost
The sunshine will be bright

As we are lost
The way shall be found

As we are lost
The road is ahead

As we are lost
The end is near

As we are lost
There is no need to fear

As we are lost
There will be new arms

As we are lost
There will be new friends

As we are lost

Bored

2008-02-28T08:40:09Z

So yes, another entry for this place.
Sitting here at my internship company, what a great thing... Absolutely nothing to do this whole week. It was one big bullshit assignment after another for Edwin. I would be so glad if this idiotic period will be over.
Just another month left and 3 weeks for a project for school than this year I will be having a vacation time of 4months! "joy".

Have to get work set up in Eindhoven because shit, I won't be traveling between Etten-Leur and Eindhoven every damn week.
Really don't know if I want to continue my work at AH, only thing good about it is the payments :). Don't think I will be getting alot more somewhere else.

I am glad almost everything has been handled now with the house, gas, electricity, water, other stuff for the "inboedel". Just have to wait for KPN Digitenne and Orange ADSL.

Tessa will be going into the house already next week. As for me I will follow 3weeks later. Bathroom is getting fixed tomorrow so thats another good thing.
And finally a weekend without having to work in the house! yay!
Finally time to get stuff for the house, we really still need to most stupid stuff like plates, glasses and so on.

Yeah hopefully this house will bring alot of good things with it, just need to stay positive :)

Bad luck continues?

2008-02-25T18:48:17Z

Damn was just about to be a bit happy lately. But last week my cousin had surgery because he has testicleball cancer. So they did an operation and removed one ball. Now he had follow up checks to see if it didnt spread. Guess what it did spread so now he needs chemotherapy...

Way to go 2008!

Such along time

2008-02-25T09:48:42Z

Well as many of you know, I haven't been sitting still a lot the last half a year of my life.
New things coming in my life on a daily base it seems.

School has been mad busy with all kinds of stupid projects but I survived!
Haven't had much luck until last month the new year was kinda well starting off badly.
Began with yet again losing some close friends well at least I considered them friends.
Couldn't understand what was so wrong with everything, but at some point it's better to let go. Haven't been around the net that much anymore since I started my internship. Just 4 more weeks of that and I am off having vacation for 4months lol.

A close friend of mine died in the beginning of this month, Evie was a great girl with which I had alof of good times. 2 years ago she moved to Ireland so I didn't see her that much sadly. She had a car accident and ended up dying in the hospital of her wounds. Something really broke inside of me, and an unfair life popped up in my head.
One week later I still was upset about it, stupid life. Why do good people go so soon.

My mom is still not better, she probably shall never get better. But she's been having alot of problems with her handicap after the operation 1,5years ago. Makes me wonder how it came this way, after all this time she won't improve her visual/grip/concentration issues.

But there has been a few good things too, luckily.
First off me and Tessa got a house!! Yes that's right our own freaking house with a garden and everything. Good stuff :). Been working like crazy, painting, redoing the the wooden floor, and more!

Second of all I did a new photoshoot with Hedwig a great girl I met through myspace(so it's usefull after all, lol). I hope to have it up online when I am done with the house and things settle down around me. So keep your eyes open on my website www.vanierselfotografie.nl

Well that's it for about now. Expect me on here alot more in the future.

Cheers!

Its upon you!!!

2007-07-17T20:04:43Z

http://www.vanierselfotografie.nl/

Finally my website is done! now people can check out some photos that I made and get an impression of what I can do.
Enjoy.

WACKEN!

2007-06-15T15:48:24Z

Well Tickets are in!!

Wacken here we come :P
(en ja Tessa ik was eerder, mwwahahaha)

Friends?

2007-05-30T20:40:38Z

Geez what a day, full of nagging, full of stress of what to come. Don’t know why but things made me think a lot. What ended up with me feeling like complete shit. Haven’t spoken to my best friend in like 5 months, probably to busy with all his younger girls or something. But pisses me off I don’t know why I am always the one that’s left behind or something. I am mostly always there when someone needs me, but where the fuck are the people when I need someone to talk to or something.
Just makes me wonder why I even should care but I do. Probably being way to nice to everyone or something. Just don’t get it why this always happens. Shitty stuff lately school giving me a lot of stress and not really anyone you can talk to about things. It’s not that I don’t have friends but you know where are the ones that drop by out of themselves, where are the ones that don’t leave you hanging even if you’re in a shit position. Sometimes I miss the good old days of juggalos but things just changed so much with all those people ever since the music turned bad. Just strange how things go with being so called best friends for years and then nothing.
Maybe it’s just me or some shit, over sensitive about things. But I could use some real friends that go through fire for you. Hard to say it’s not that I am depressed about it but It just made me think about everything and where the hell did it go wrong?
But yeah real friends aren’t knocking on the door daily. Ah well all in a shit day. Just a shit day with shit thinking. Let’s hope tomorrow will be a lot better.

maniac_e @ 2007-05-29T09:38:00

2007-05-29T07:38:11Z

Well i said i would post this also so here it is.

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Movie:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?:
10. What's your philosophy on life?:
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?:
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?:
13. What is your favourite memory of us?:
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?:
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace, etc.' malarkey) - what are they?:
17. Can we get together and make a cake?:
18. Which country is your spiritual home?:
19. What is your big weakness?:
20. Do you think I'm a good person?:
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?:
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?:
24. What do you wear to sleep?:
25. Trousers or skirts?:
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?:
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?:
28. Will you re-post this so I can fill it out for you?:

Website Finally!

2007-05-23T21:38:10Z

Finally!!!

I have my own domain expect it to be online soon!!

http://www.vanierselfotografie.nl

Hope people will enjoy it.

New Cat Spikey

2007-05-23T21:09:40Z

Some people moved away from here and left him. He's staying here now ever since. Strange what some people do to such a creature, and yes I am more of an animal person than a real people person.

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Damn assholes if you ask me......

Mindless Self Indulgence, Effenaar Eindhoven, 24/04/07

2007-04-25T15:37:35Z

Fucking hell sold out show. At first I couldnt get a ticket and me and some friends were worried we would miss the show. On the day that MSI played we went extra early to the show.

In the hope of getting in when we saw the band or anything. Lyn-z and Kitty were walking around town and we just explained what was the matter and they said "we can put you on the guestlist if you want". Damn was worth going freaking early! So we ended up getting in!

Awesome show (pics coming soon).

For the ones that dont know MSI check their myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/mindlessselfindulgence

After effect

2007-03-27T21:41:41Z

What do you get after Cannibal Corpse????

Yeah thats right drunk people!!!
Friend of mine just sended over some pics horrible! These are real moments you go like "damn thats fucked up hahahaha".

Why care?

2007-03-27T12:23:29Z

[rumble]

You know had alot of fun friday at the Cannibal Corpse show. But what I cant stand is that people act like they are your friends and when their with others they ignore you. I mean how can you do something like that, such a mystery to me.
Maybe it's just me, probably am to friendly about things. Weird how people can change just like that and still try to act normal to you later on (which of course I ain't buying). I so hate people like that!

[/rumble off]

But on the brighter side I am probably going to work with a photographer to get my own photography skills up :) so that are good things.

Well here it is.

2007-03-26T12:29:29Z

A Livejournal of my own, lets see what happens with it. Maybe I will continue writing here or maybe I just forget about it totally.
Well to start things of I went to a Nine Inch Nails concert last thursday :) in Paradiso Amsterdam. Finally saw NIN again damn great show!
On Friday I went to Cannibal Corpse with a bunch of friends, and got together with some more once we were there. To bad of the girl that I knew totally ignoring me after just saying Hi and nothing else. Saturday was an chill out day nothing much really happend that day and Sunday well that was typical Sunday.

Working on a mushroom game for school which has to be finished this week..... hope we gonna make the deadline.